If you are a person with
a VERY
HiGH demanding job...
you can get burnt out pretty fast!
Heck,
if you are a stay-at-home mom you can get
burnt out pretty fast!
For example:
The kid that sleeps on the bottom bunk,
wants to sleep on the top bunk.
and
The kid that sleeps on the top bunk,
you guessed it.
She wants to sleep on the bottom!
Of course you are all thinking...
Why doesn't she just switch them?
I would, but
Alaina sleeps on the bottom
and with her
CP she has a hard time
with transitioning from place to place
without hurting herself.
Too go along with the whole
CP stuff.
Alaina has two surgeries in the works already
for this year alone.
That would make it #9 and #10.
Enough already!
The first one is on her eyes,
which she already has had done.
They were crossed and now one of them is
being "lazy" and going out.
We are patching her one
eye for an hour a day!
She does pretty good, thankfully.
The other surgery is for her sleep apnea.
She had sleep apnea when she was just
a little peanut.
They just gave her small doses of caffeine and that
helped, but
now her tonsils and adenoids are so swollen
she is
weezy when she breaths and
when she sleeps, she will STOP breathing.
Not good!
So we have an appointment soon to see the
ENT doctor to schedule a surgery date!
Lately, I have been struggling with why do
bad things have to happen to good people?
I completely get it from the biblical stand point,
but I still get saddened by the fact!
I'm trying to be a trooper, but it's hard when your
daughter says, "mom, I want to run like the other kids!"
or
"can I dance like her?"
She wants to do so much, and yet her little body is
limiting her to do so little!
I think it is harder for me though, because this is
all she has ever known, but for me... it puts
a lump in my throat every time. Almost every day!
Well I don't want everyone to leave here feeling all
sad for the girl from the mid-west so,
here are some fun things that I found yesterday!
I was on the front page of my favorite site!

and a friendly
Etsian told me about
this site which is now my
second favorite site :)
Make sure if you have an
Etsy shop
to head on over.
Plus it has a section to let you know
if you are in the gift guides without
going through every single one and if you
were on the front page recently!
Have a happy day!